I must really be a huge blob of toxic crap as I was headachy, lethargic, could not remember things - wonder if anyone else has experienced forgetting things. OK couldn't remember where I parked my car at Whole Foods. WTH? I walked around the parking lot several times ... must have looked like some poor schmuck who had their car stolen :) but then I remembered after about 10-15 minutes. Strange. and there were other incidents but mostly with where I parked my car...
Good news though. Made 168 today on the scales. 7LBS and my waist was at 35" vs the 37 I started with. I wish I could feel happier but my mood is BLUH. Oh, that reminds me of what I wanted to post yesterday. I'm writing them down so I can come back and read them when the going gets tough.
The things I never want to feel again:
- Every joint in my body aches except my hips (that would be next).
- Elbows hurt when I do one pushup.
- I walk around slowly, almost shuffling like I belong in a nursing home.
- I'm so big around my waist I'm in my own way
- Can't get down and up off the floor without doing extra manuevers
- I can't wear my shirts tucked in
- Any day now someone is going to ask me when my baby is due
- Embarrased to undress by my husband so I go in the bathroom and hide
- My friend I haven't seen in a long time looks at me like she doesn't recognize me
- Can't take more than a few steps without pulling down at my shorts because they get pushed up from my fat thighs
- Not wanting to run around and play with my monkey
OK - I got the day off work today so I better go get my Meltdown started. Lots to do esp excercises :)
Got a wild hair to record myself in the 3rd circuit of the Meltdown. Want to compare this to at the end :) Ok here's the ding-bat thing... I thought today was day six so I actually have that on my post title and in the video. Figured I'd leave it as a reminder of what TOXICITY does to you!!
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